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January 4, 2009

♥ LAst holiday

Gosh, two weeks have passed and that marks an end to my winter break. So shitty, I have never even study anything at all. Not a single work is done and all I did was slack and slack. Sleep, eat, and play but study. When will I get motivated? I'm so freaking left behind and I hardly feel any stress. Am I nuts or what? Exams are around the corner and as I saw the amount needed for my exams fees, I started to get worried. I don't want to waste my parents money and disappoint them, I want to score well, seriously, but why am I like this? A loser who afraid to fall again. I don't want history to happen again, like what I did in my A Levels, so disappointing after all the hard work. Its an indescribable feelings, trying to be strong and cheerful in front of others, but deep inside, I really care and I'm really hurt. But for all I know, no one was there for me, no one. Everyone was either working or busy applying for university. Even my parents and SM, they thought I had put it behind, but they are wrong. I'm not as strong as what I seems to be, I'm emotional and weak, hiding in one corner hoping that a savor will help me get out of this hole. This song sings out my heart... I dreamed I was missing You were so scared But no one would listen Cause no one else cares After my dreaming I woke with this fear What am I leaving When I'm done here So if you're asking me I want you to know When my time comes Forget the one that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed And don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Don't be afraid I've taken my beating I've shed when I'm near I'm strong to surface Not all the way through I've never been perfect But neither have you So if you're asking me I want you to know When my time comes Forget the one that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed Don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Forgetting all the hurt inside You've learned to have so well Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself I can't be who you are When my time comes Forget the one that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed Don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Forgetting all the hurt inside You've learned to have so well Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself I can't be who you are I can't be who you are -= Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest =

♥ When you think of happiness, I hope you think of me.
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