January 6, 2009
♥ goodbye...
Today, I heard about a news which deeply affected me. One of my friend had passed away days ago. She had committed suicide. The death too sudden for us to react and by the time the news spread to us, the wake was over. This is so harsh, she was such a friendly and outgoing girl. She was always so helpful and she was a good leader.
Although I only know her for a few months, but she is a nice friend. She was always laugh at my jokes and fool around with us even though she was the in charge. The death of her was hard for me to take it, to me, she was not the kind who will do that. Why? Why does this happen to her, she was still so young and at her peak of her life. Till now, I still couldn't believe the truth, I didn't even get to say goodbye. This make me thought of a phrase i saw online, ' the only thing that hurts worse than saying goodbye is not having the chance to say it.'.
" YR, although there is only months that we shared, but you are a nice friend and a good leader. I will never forget the memories we had shared and hope that in another world, you will forget all your pains and have a smooth journey. The poem below is from me to you. I know my English cannot really make it, but I had tried my best and you will always be remembered..."
[ The times we once had,
Turns into footsteps you left behind.
Joy and laughter fade away,
From the moment you say goodbye.
Losing you was such great pain,
That no words can describe.
With this my beloved friend,
I know I should say goodbye.
The memories we had together,
Will always stay in mind.
As the years came by,
You will still be remembered deep inside. ]
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tan siok yong sharon