January 4, 2009
♥ eMo bloG
Did you even feel lonely? Like the whole world is just you, only you. Even though you are with your friends and everything, you just feel so insecure, so alone. Its like no one truly know you and no one truly care, you are alone to face it all...
It always happen to me, especially in the night, when its all silent and you don't know what to do, when you listens to emotional songs and tears start flowing. Sometimes I really think that my life is of no meaning, only revolve around the same person, the same thing. I wish i can be more mature and widen the narrow sight which I can only see now.
Its a dark and long road. I'm scared, terrified and worried. I don't know what will happen on the way and who will come and go, who will still be there.Will there be you? Or is it just only me, me alone struggling to finish the journey. Its so unpredictable, so unclear, where am I now and where am I got to go.
As I'm typing now, tears can stay still in my eyes, falling down like rain, trying to wash away the pain. Fear to see the future, afraid to face the truth, "what am I suppose to do?" becomes a question in my heart. I hate this, I want to stand above the clouds and shout out loud, to forget and cover all those unwanted and neglected feelings...
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tan siok yong sharon