crossed-legged

die of boredem.

2009-05-20T01:58:00.002+08:00

finally finished exams, total relief its over. was asked to update my blog, and here i am. changing my blogging style to short sentences like this. just a few days after exams, dying of boredem at home. desperate to find a job, was looked down because i was in SIM! what a harsh and cruel world out there, how do people survive? went for dinner at chomp chomp, it was fantastic! trying to plan activities for myself, to keep me alive. hope that i will find a job, cause i really need money! and anyone happens to see this entry, but no one will. ask me out and find job together!!!

no more prelims...

2009-03-10T00:06:00.004+08:00

WUHU! Finally, prelims are over, and I'm super excited about it. Did really study over the weeks but seriously, not for POA and PBF because they were super gone case and I don't really know where to start from. Stress and stress is what I can feel, even after the prelims, more us yet to come, the major exams that I will be having in two months time is making me really nervous. Pimples outbreak and eating junk food are the symptoms of exam stress, haha getting fatter...

Seriously, didn't really know what to blog about, all of them were boring stuffs, well, bought quite some stuffs during the past few weeks, getting poorer and poorer each day, trying my best now to cut down on expenses but it doesn't seems to work. Sick and tired of people telling to study, study, and study... Just hate the word!

Chill out after the last paper today, although its a goner, but still hope that the examiner will mark my pathetic script, because stupid school tend to have stupid rules, ' we won't mark your script unless it is more than 5 full pages... '. Anyway, went out for broad gaming with ling and friends, suppose to have the photo grab from the pitstop's facebook but they were slow, so forget it. It was fun and enjoyable, being a 'cool' person like me, manage to be the champ of all the games, I'm not kidding, is all...

But sadly, no such luck in studies, still the same old line, ''I NEED MOTIVATION AND THE ATTITUDE!". Trying to get things right, trying to be hardworking, giving all the blame to my lazy bones and that's it!

photos!!!

2009-02-05T23:35:00.019+08:00

new skin!!!

2009-02-04T01:14:00.003+08:00

Well, decided to change to a simpler skin, not so complicated and love the colour combinations. Three more weeks and prelims will come waking me from my dreams, still the same, super super super slack, all the promises about studying have been buried under my lazy bones. Feeling guilty and regret, started to be a bit hardworking now, hope that I can make it in time to at least pass all my subjects. Lots of things happen during chinese new year, mostly fun and I even went to the flower festival. But to my disappointment, it was not as good as the year before, so took lesser photos while still enjoying the trip. I seriously LOVE this kind of outdoor activity, it is much better than those normal movie routine. All the photos will be upload soon enough, maybe will be up on my next post! Love me!!!

check this out!

2009-01-17T02:32:00.008+08:00

Haha, slacking again, instead of studying, i did a slideshow, thought of posting it up... =p

goodbye...

2009-01-06T23:52:00.006+08:00

Today, I heard about a news which deeply affected me. One of my friend had passed away days ago. She had committed suicide. The death too sudden for us to react and by the time the news spread to us, the wake was over. This is so harsh, she was such a friendly and outgoing girl. She was always so helpful and she was a good leader. Although I only know her for a few months, but she is a nice friend. She was always laugh at my jokes and fool around with us even though she was the in charge. The death of her was hard for me to take it, to me, she was not the kind who will do that. Why? Why does this happen to her, she was still so young and at her peak of her life. Till now, I still couldn't believe the truth, I didn't even get to say goodbye. This make me thought of a phrase i saw online, ' the only thing that hurts worse than saying goodbye is not having the chance to say it.'. " YR, although there is only months that we shared, but you are a nice friend and a good leader. I will never forget the memories we had shared and hope that in another world, you will forget all your pains and have a smooth journey. The poem below is from me to you. I know my English cannot really make it, but I had tried my best and you will always be remembered..." [ The times we once had, Turns into footsteps you left behind. Joy and laughter fade away, From the moment you say goodbye. Losing you was such great pain, That no words can describe. With this my beloved friend, I know I should say goodbye. The memories we had together, Will always stay in mind. As the years came by, You will still be remembered deep inside. ]

LAst holiday

2009-01-04T16:10:00.002+08:00

Gosh, two weeks have passed and that marks an end to my winter break. So shitty, I have never even study anything at all. Not a single work is done and all I did was slack and slack. Sleep, eat, and play but study. When will I get motivated? I'm so freaking left behind and I hardly feel any stress. Am I nuts or what? Exams are around the corner and as I saw the amount needed for my exams fees, I started to get worried. I don't want to waste my parents money and disappoint them, I want to score well, seriously, but why am I like this? A loser who afraid to fall again. I don't want history to happen again, like what I did in my A Levels, so disappointing after all the hard work. Its an indescribable feelings, trying to be strong and cheerful in front of others, but deep inside, I really care and I'm really hurt. But for all I know, no one was there for me, no one. Everyone was either working or busy applying for university. Even my parents and SM, they thought I had put it behind, but they are wrong. I'm not as strong as what I seems to be, I'm emotional and weak, hiding in one corner hoping that a savor will help me get out of this hole. This song sings out my heart... I dreamed I was missing You were so scared But no one would listen Cause no one else cares After my dreaming I woke with this fear What am I leaving When I'm done here So if you're asking me I want you to know When my time comes Forget the one that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed And don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Don't be afraid I've taken my beating I've shed when I'm near I'm strong to surface Not all the way through I've never been perfect But neither have you So if you're asking me I want you to know When my time comes Forget the one that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed Don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Forgetting all the hurt inside You've learned to have so well Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself I can't be who you are When my time comes Forget the one that I've done Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed Don't resent me And when you're feeling empty Keep me in your memory Leave out all the rest Leave out all the rest Forgetting all the hurt inside You've learned to have so well Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself I can't be who you are I can't be who you are -= Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest =

eMo bloG

2009-01-04T01:19:00.002+08:00

Did you even feel lonely? Like the whole world is just you, only you. Even though you are with your friends and everything, you just feel so insecure, so alone. Its like no one truly know you and no one truly care, you are alone to face it all... It always happen to me, especially in the night, when its all silent and you don't know what to do, when you listens to emotional songs and tears start flowing. Sometimes I really think that my life is of no meaning, only revolve around the same person, the same thing. I wish i can be more mature and widen the narrow sight which I can only see now. Its a dark and long road. I'm scared, terrified and worried. I don't know what will happen on the way and who will come and go, who will still be there.Will there be you? Or is it just only me, me alone struggling to finish the journey. Its so unpredictable, so unclear, where am I now and where am I got to go. As I'm typing now, tears can stay still in my eyes, falling down like rain, trying to wash away the pain. Fear to see the future, afraid to face the truth, "what am I suppose to do?" becomes a question in my heart. I hate this, I want to stand above the clouds and shout out loud, to forget and cover all those unwanted and neglected feelings...

fun fun day

2008-12-14T02:03:00.004+08:00

WP hugging his "girlfriend" WP feeding his "girlfriend" say CHEESE=-) pocky dots pony handsome pony Today for me, its a super enjoyable day, i have not enjoy myself this much for a long long time, maybe i'm seldom outdoor, as in out in the sun, so i'm kind of exaggerating but still it was fun. It suppose to be a 2S06 gathering for Qingyu's birthday so i was invited. But i was cheated, they told me they will be inviting others beside their classmates but in the end, i was the only extra there. PANG LI MAIN, i know you read my blog, why didn't you go??? So kelian, all alone, but at least i think i still mingle in quite well and Qingyu was asking us some lame detective game which helps to break the ice. And to my surprise, 3E1 was have a BBQ there too, so i get to meet PZ, long time never see her le. And because of a promise with Gary, me, SM, SY, WP and Gary went there to cycle before the BBQ, we suppose to roller blade in the first place but because i'm still not fully recovered, we cycle instead. It was a short ride, but enjoyable. We still passed by the pony farm during our ride and WP get to feed the pony. All the ponies are super good looking, with long long tail and a princess hair style, don't really know how to describe, but the white pony was the ugliest one, so you will know how good looking are the rest. After the BBQ, the 4 of us, beside SY went for a movie, " The Day That The Earth Stood Still " at Ehub, it was my first time there. The mall is filled many food stalls but i think its not a place foe shopping. The show was quite nice, but the ending was not as good as it was expected, but i think that it is still okay. Then, in order to save on the cab fare, we have to rush for the buses. On our way, we went through a long long way of wet muddy grass in the dark. It was scary but i think it have been a long time since i do such crazy stuff le, so i think it was quite exciting, it reminds me of secondary school, when things were so happening. That marks an end of the day and we managed to hop on to the last bus. It is a tiring and enjoyable day, hope that i will get this type of outing more often!!! (P.S. BBQ photos are not with me) =(

long long week...

2008-12-12T11:59:00.000+08:00

my medicine=) "shy shy" brothers SMILE! Gary SINGS??? sweet and lovely couple

Tyron's baby... Cute!

Many things happen this week, don't know where to start, but basically, i can say that it is a fruitful week. I have experience food poisoning first in my entire life. The feeling was extremely terrible, initially i thought food poisoning was a process which enables people to lose weight, but its not the case. After few days of suffering, till now, i have not been any lighter and i have been leaving my life in a deli ma.

Besides all those vomiting, diarrhea and tummy ache, i still have to decide whether to eat or not. Yes, for the first day, there was totally no appetite at all, but for the next few days, i start to feel the hunger but whenever i eat something, i will have a terrible tummy ache, its like the food were tangling in my stomach. For these few days, i have been eating medicine more than food, sianed. So, now i know, food poisoning is shitty.

Then, there's a brotherly brother outing today, we went Kbox, the atmosphere was not bad, but it was super expensive, each person spent about $35 and we still have to cab home after that. But SM and Gary was worst, they didn't even get to sing but they still pay the same price as us, poor things... Hmm, for those who don't know who are in the brotherly brother gang, they are Gabriel, Gary, Sheng Ming, Kenny and Jeffrey.

a tired day...

2008-11-29T22:48:00.008+08:00

my STREET WEAR psp SM and me! the BLACK jacket gang...=p It's a super tired day! Went out the whole day with Brandon and SM. First, we went to fix my ipod which SM drop in the washing machine, sianz, don't know if its under warranty not, if its not, i will rather buy a new one because the service fee is super expensive. Then, we went to fix Brandon's PSP, it was cheaper than i expected as the shopkeeper gave us a great deal as i was a frequent pest in his shop, think he cannot stand me, hehe. It is a shop name FUNSQUARE at far east, if you are interested in any games feel free to drop in as the people there are real friendly.=) After that, we rush down to dobby to catch the doggy movie, it was funny and its about the dogs' world. And the best thing about the movie, i was sitting beside an actress, although she is not so famous, but her son is really cute. After movie, walk around for a while and went home straight as Brandon has to be back by 10pm. That's all for the day, didn't really spend a bomb, but because of all the fixing stuffs, i have to push today's initial plan to next week, sianed. Oh, almost forget, i saw lots of familiar faces today, like noob lee, desiree and more. Happy to see them but i was abit cui, so was kind of sianed... The worst thing is, i have not been doing all my tutorials, and exams are like rushing towards me. Gosh, please put the hardworking thing into my bones, i'm filled with laziness, hope that it will not be too late to start now. I desperately need a study partner...

my best friend in SIM

2008-11-29T22:19:00.007+08:00

peiling and me... My 2nd post of the day, my best friend in SIM! Here she is, a cheerful and friendly girl from PJC. Her name is Geogina Ng Pei Ling, has the same age as me. She seems 1.52m but claims to be 1.62m, she is super talkative and gets along with almost everyone she met. She can be quite blur sometimes but very hardworking, her jokes are super shitty with low sense of humour. Don't see her with a mushroom head, but she is a hot stuff in SIM. If anyone is interested to know her, call her at 9xxxxxxx. LOL. She is the most important person to me in SIM as we are together in every lectures, without her, my school life will not be as colourful. Her voice is the only thing which keeps me awake in lectures. Although i only know her for a few months, but i can tell that she will be a friend for life. LOVE HER!

my 19th birthday!

2008-11-29T21:52:00.007+08:00

SUNflower! my presents!!! =) Haha, finally got time to do some blogging, so i will blog as much as possible... This first blog is about my birthday last saturday. Went out to celebrate with quite some friends, it has been a long time since i last hang out with them so it was quite enjoyable. We went to eat at some Japanese's pasta restaurant, the food there are special, because they are kind of weird, just imagine, eating a cheesy bake pasta with ebi egg, its like ERRR... Didn't do much after that, could not find much things to do, so a group of us went for mahjong. So, that's end my birthday, received quite some presents, and flowers too, because of the flowers, i found out that i'm actually a little sensitive to flowers, LOL, make my mouth itch. My favourite present is the Guess watch given by SM, i really love it as it is big enough for me. =) THANKS PEOPLE!

88.3 FM

2008-10-31T00:14:00.003+08:00

As usual for this week, went to tend the booth of our event, although it is already full but still to create AWARENESS, we have to set up the booth and sit there to do practically nothing. Today was cool because due to our present at the booth, we had a chance to participate in an 88.3FM activity. It was quite lame actually as we take part just for the fun of it, or should i say its a dare bahx. It was quite a cool experience, but when it was my turn, i was so nervous can, i am sweating like mad and my hands was like shaking when i was holding on to the mike. What worst was, the booth was just outside the canteen, and people were passing by, looking at us. And the stupid guan bing still video the entire process down lohx, it was so paiseh, hope that it will be deleted away soon. Although we participate for fun, but deep down inside, a small part of me still hope that i can enter the top few and win some cash, then i can buy a NDS le, haha, don't really think its possible as some of the contestants from our school were quite good, so there's goes my little dream. LOL Haiz, next week will be a super super busy week, hope i can survive and finish all my undone assignments and stuffs, but still, don't even get a single idea about POA and PBF. Sianz, must really work triple hard these few days. Jiayou!

i'm such a fool="(

2008-10-28T22:37:00.003+08:00

I think i must change my character, stop all the chatty, joking around and most importantly, i must really think before i speak, or i might end up pissing people off without knowing the reason. I think i just see things way too simple, and most importantly, i think grown ups can't take jokes, they can't stand fooling around and stuff. Sianz, suddenly feel that i'm unlikable, maybe people just pretending to be friendly to me, but deep down, they really dislike me, feeling rather down now... All along, i thought that i should just be myself and make friends with my real self, but now, its not the case anymore, i need to change to a mindset of a grown up, everything must go through thinking and planning, its just like changing myself to who they want me to be. I just want to be myself, and if i happen to say anything offending, it all meant to be jokes, just joking around, i really never thought of people being offended with my jokes, or sometimes my straight-forward attitude. Don't like means don't like, not happy, just say it out, why must one hide their feelings? Wouldn't it be heavy and tiring just to wear a mask around? Lots of misunderstandings and unhappiness had happened, kind of emotional, don't even know what i did wrong, silly of me right? Really hope that i'm still in secondary school where everything can be so happy go lucky, a Bowenian, where it is lame jokes and lame jokes, no worries. Really miss the happy times,but if i have really offended any of my friends, i'm very very sorry, its nothing harmful, but just the dumbness of mine, which make everyone unhappy, hope that you all will not take it to heart...

the first time=)

2008-10-25T01:31:00.003+08:00

YEAH!!! Please give me a clap as i finally know how to change my blog template le. Next time, my dear Joelle, i no need to bother you so much le. But... i only know how to copy and paste the cbox and stuff, don't know the details yet, so still need some help from you de. (must help me ok?) Recently super stuck with all my undone tutorials, super slack lohx, after my school starts, shit, don't wish to be the last man struggling, hope i can get to the work hard mode soon. Addicted to something stupid, the legendary GAMEBOY... Super childish, but can't help it, because i want to complete the pokemon. Believe it or not, i have never in my childhood play pokemon before, sad life right? So, i must now experience the thrill of it, LOL! Hope to complete it soon.=p

who delete my blog???

2008-10-11T00:53:00.001+08:00

erm... i think i suppose to have a blog before the pictures de lohx, throw my heart into it leh, why suddenly no more le??? weird...

pictures...

2008-10-08T23:38:00.008+08:00

cute, cute, cute me and my mei mei argh... a flying kick my new shades and my AA jacket me and ming

mAny maNy pICs

2008-07-23T01:04:00.009+08:00

Wuhoo, holidays is getting over school and school will be starting in 2 weeks times, scary, nervous and excited. This time, I need not worry about having not friends in the new start, as I have made quite a few friends in school, but still there is this afraid that I can't cope with my studies. Hope that the same thing in JC do not repeat as this time, I'm the one who choose this path, and I want it to be a fruitful one. While, no more this future stuff thing, stupid and unrealistic, no matter how you plan your future, you will never ever lead exactly the same way you plan. Thus, my new motto for now is "live for what you are now as you don't know what will happen along the way!" Hmm, last week really fully pack, my god sis came back recently for a holiday, so i went to accompany her, but with the motive to play with her 3 cutie pie, so cute, love them so much, hope to steal 1 home. I haven't have their photos yet, will post them hopefully in my next post. On saturday, I went to become a free labour AGAIN for my nanny's son, and what worst was the shop is those high end type, with almost no customer. Luckily, this time there is SM there to accompany me, thanks darling. As there is nothing much to do there, we took quite some lame photos and SM practically just slack there for the rest of the day with a psp in front of him. As for me, i went around with my little Elmo and took some pictures for him, and most importantly, I did served a few customers and do some studying (3pages). And that was not the end, my nanny's son keep pestering me to help him tend the shop, like taking advantage of me lohx, he even have time to go home to change for an evening party on saturday, leaving me there to burn my weekend, NOT FAIR! From today, I swear, I will not be soft hearted again and tend shop for him. And my school is starting soon lohx, can he even spare a thought for me? It is really difficult to be a good person. Oh yar, today when I went for tutor my student, his mum gave me 2 super tiny bananas grew by her relative in Cambodia. There were sweet and tasty, really different from those big banana, it is not so soft and a little drier, but I like them a lot. Thanks again. By the way, went back to take my SGC yesterday, saw SM's photo of 'butterfly of hope', he look really cute in th photo, good job photographer!

sUay Day!

2008-07-17T11:35:00.002+08:00

my JAP botak head, cool? my amazing OG7...

Back here to blog again! Wah, recently quite busy, almost everyday I was out, gathering, dating, and more, don't even have time for my movie review, will update as soon as possible. I chose to blog today is because a super unlucky thing has happened to me today, never been this unlucky in my life.

I went out with my university friends today, again, after monday's gathering, but this time only the 3 of us, hehe, I seem to mingle well with my new schoolmates bahx, people, don't get jealous okay, I only get back what I missed out in my JC life... 'practically a whole guy's class'.

Okay, get back to the main point. We went singing today as all of us are ex-choir members, we can sing quite "well". At first, I was enjoying myself, until hours later when I need to go to the toilet, I found out that half my skirt was WET! Yucks! I sat on a patch of dirty and stinky water for hours without realising it, pro me right, even my underwear was wet with BROWN patches.

I was so desperate, and went around finding for my bottom with my wet skirt, pathetic I must say, there it went, my 50 bucks for the bottom and underwear, SPENT AGAIN... Sianed can, but at least the person in charge waived off my charges as an apology, or else I will complain till no tomorrow.

Then, in the evening, went dinner with SM to celebrate our anniversary at soul garden, can anyone guess what anniversary is today? Don't tell you, hahaha. Me, the poor girl who is trying to save money, pass buy this super expensive shop, love the display Timbuk 2 cramper and bought it. ARHH... Spent again, I have spent a total of $250 in a single day, like... Hope that my spendthrift habit can change, please let me go back to the stingy auntie again.

movies...

2008-07-02T00:50:00.013+08:00

Well, I had watched 5 new movies so far and these are my comments.....

1) The Happening

"It is a boring and lame movie with expected outcome. It is about some chemical virus given out by the plants to protect themselves which eventually lead to sucide of human. It is a waste of money and even the romance part is shity, it's a total BOO!"

Rate: (1.25/5)

2) Get Smart

"It is a story about secret agent on mission, typical sort of police and thief show with someone betraying the police force and in the end, with a happy ending. But what i like about this show is that even in the fighting scences, humour is infuse in them and even the romance itself brings some humour. It is a movie suitable for the whole family."

Rate: (3.75/5)

3) The Incredible HULK

"This movie turns out to be better than what i think it was, it is not just a action pack movie, it has quite a good story line and the romance in the show was touching. The graphics in the fighting scences are very good, if you like Iron, you will like this too. But from what i remember, i felt that the ending was quite sad, still it is a must watch movie."

Rate: (4/5)

4) You Don't Mess With Zohan

"I admit that it is very fuuny and the humour was throughout the movie but mostly they are dirty humour. The storyline is not up to expectation and the fighting scences at the first and the last part of the movie are ridiculous. It has a lame ending and there are some scences where he was making out with the old women really disgust me. But i think that it is quite a movie to losen up youself."

Rate: (3/5)

5) Penelope

" It is like a fairytale, the happy ever after movie with curse, the guy who can break the curse and so on. I enjoy the movie, i think it has a good storyline but the process of how the male lead fall in love with the female lead is a bit fast and it is like lack of the nuturing of feelings. The younger ones will love this movie. By the way, i think that the female lead looks better with her piggy nose."

Rate: (3.5/5)

Updated!

2008-07-02T00:36:00.002+08:00

So sorry, too busy slacking my holiday that i'm even too lazy to blog for the pass few days. Today, I have my orientation in SIM, i'm in OG7, it is a fun and enjoyable OG with 2 really rocks OGL, who really interact well with the OG. I make quite some friends and i'm glad that i can mingle well with them. For the first time, all of my OG mates are very friendly and though the games were not really fun, we managed to endure through them. And by the end of the day, i'm totally shag due to the late night i had the day before. I had a really cool day and there will be another 3 days 2 nights orientation camp coming along, hope that i can make many new friends too!=) Lastly, for the pass few weeks, i had watched quite some movies and i will review them in the next post. And for some of my friends who are down and emotional during this period, you can catch one of these movies and chill out, stay happy okay, i will still be there...

2008-06-17T22:09:00.002+08:00

Yeah! Finally got back here to blog, quite a few things happened these few days, most of them were good except for one. Hmm... let's start with the goods wants. Firstly, I have bought a new notebook, so excited, this was my first notebook and I bought it with my own money, yaryar, you must be thinking that I'm real rich bahx, but I have spent all my income for the past few months after buying this notebook. This notebook may not be very attractive on the outside, but i think it is quite a good and useful one, from what I hear from the salesman, and i really love it a lot. And one thing I must comment was the salesman was really friendly and helpful, he even taught me how to operate the notebook, thanks lots. Secondly, my dearest god brother, Brandon has finally being approved of having a day out on every Sunday and last Sunday was he first day out. We went Bugis for shopping, although it was just a few hours, it was enough for us to bond together. From what i see, he has really changed for the better, although it was not perfect, I can sense the new him. I really hope that he will be better each time I saw him. Lastly, was the bad news, okay not necessary bad but unhappy. I have to help my nanny's son to tend his shop for a few days. The shop was selling all those high-end stuffs and most of the customers were those high class people, like sianed lohx. Those who know me well should have known that I'm a famous cheapo and Great Singapore Sale was my favourite period, how am I suppose to deal with them? And I do not even know the product well lohx, do not what to do. What worst was, he actually expect me to work there till my university starts, it's like what the **** , that will then defeat the purpose of me quiting my job at the end of May wanting to enjoy myself and relax. To add on, i'm working for free lohx and I do not like the working environment, really do not know what to do.

2008-06-12T01:06:00.010+08:00

Hmm, back to normal typing, these few days supposed to be a relaxing period for me, but it turned out packed with stuffs again? So is it my fault or what? While... hope not all of my friends are like that, if you have time, check out these 2 new movies... 1) KUNG FU PANDA

(PO and the furious five)

(PO, the panda!)

" It is a humerous show suitable for people of all age, its real funny, especially PO, and the master WUGUI. But I think that the training up at the mountain seems a little too short, should have more scences if it to make it more realistic. Overall, I think that the movie was enjoyable and it is the best show for you when you are down." RATE : (3.75/5)

2) SEX AND THE CITY

" Maybe it is a show for working adults in the society? I don't but personally, I don't really like this show that much. For guys, it may be enjoyable as there are quite a few naked scences in the movie, but the storyline was not quite what i expected. In between, there are some humour, but it is practically a boring love story, Some girls may like it." RATE : (3/5)

tHe bIRtH!

2008-06-12T00:59:00.003+08:00

TADAR! nEW bL0ggY haS aRRivE, oUT frOm tHe oVEn, nICe aND h0T, pREpAred bY My dEarEST joELLe, tHankZ giRL, yoU aRE ThE bEst iN tHIs!

it's a tUesday middy!

2008-06-11T00:14:00.000+08:00

sLackinG aT h0me seArch f0r A mEanIng deCideD t0 bloG fOuNd nEW sKins dIdN'T Kn0w hoW iTs w0RkS tRiED a thOusAnd TiMes cAn't finD tHe anSweRS oH mY miGhtY j0eLLe tOO dePenD on YoU pLeaSE sPaRe mE sOme tIme gUidE Me wiTH iT And makE me iNdepEnDent... LoVE sHarOn=)